I am so enjoying having this space to write about just everyday things, I am loving some of the other blogs I have been finding through the fabulous Love All Blogs and I am finding myself thinking of things to write about all the time! It seems so different, when I have blogged for business I have found it a chore! Anyway…
So this week I am 15 weeks pregnant! Wow, how is that possible? To be honest I think I have been so concentrating on trying to not feel so ill that I have been taking each day as it comes. I have spent so many days laying on my bed between school runs thinking, just keep still and you wont be sick again that I may not have been bonding with this baby.
It occurred to me a couple of weeks ago whilst chatting to Kel from Writings, Ramblings and Reviews because I was still saying “well you know if everything goes well and you know nothing goes untoward then Mini Lloyd will be….” and she stopped me and said “Lou you have had your 12 week scan, you know everything is ok, you ARE having a baby” Deep down because of how sick I have been I have been telling myself something might go wrong, that this can’t be right.
But very slowly as the sun has made its way out into our skies again, and I have been able to move around without being so sick I have started to realize this is happening….I am growing Mini Lloyd and I might even be moving into the second trimester where lies the promise of more energy, less sickness, and the wonderful “blooming” moment that everyone talks about. It’s time to stop thinking negatively at what could go wrong but to start thinking about all those exciting firsts that are just around the corner.
Are those flutters I am beginning to feel? Are my clothes beginning to stretch? Is my bump now really visible for all to see? And start those wonderful conversations about names, Daddy Lloyd and I just love playing the Vito Game. The only problem is we are rapidly not going to have any names left on the table!